Learn to Program with Asher @ FurDev

Welcome to Programming with Asher!

Come on in! Wow, I'm glad you're here 'cause it's always nice getting visitors. Well, I'm Asher and this is my humble abode of programming magic, and life appreciation. I assume you've stopped by to start your journey towards computer wizardry, as my grandma likes to call it, so I'll just get right to it. To the right you'll see the navigation menu, from there you should be able to get to the rest of the site. Below is the latest news in blog form about all sorts of things!

Anyways, I'm not kicking you out or anything, in fact stay as long as you want (I can stay up all night, don't worry - wait, no I can't), buuuut... I don't have too much more to say here for now. So... nice meeting you, and goodbye!

"Beauty is the purgation of the superfluous." ~ Michelangelo

Sincerely, your friend,

Asher

For More Information: The Introductory Post

Old ’00s Journal Entry 258 1/18/05

This is my old livejournal I found laying around my computer. I just thought, you know with my poetry and my seventh grade journal and everything, I could post is up here for posterity sake. I planned for this blog to be about my life and programming tutorials. I’m still working on the programming tutorials (as in, well, thinking about them). And all this old stuff, I guess is a good way to get to know me in a way. Mostly it helps me store stuff in a central location I want to look up later. So here goes. (Remember this is like 9-10 years ago):

2005-01-18 19:27:54
EU May Forbid Swastikas

This would not only be a blow to the kemenikar but also to the buddhist swastikas and other meanings attached to the symbol as well. How can the European Union listen to a handful of German conservatives, socialists, and liberal democrats whose own country has successfully performed this type of censorship for years? Of course they want the rest of the world (as far as they can reach) just like it. Here’s the story as reported by the Associated Press:

BRUSSELS, Belgium – The European Union may consider banning Nazi symbols in its 25 member nations after Britain’s Prince Harry wore a swastika armband to a costume party, the bloc’s top justice official said Monday.

Franco Frattini, the EU’s justice and home affairs commissioner, said he was open to discussing the issue at a Jan. 27 meeting of EU justice ministers.

“It may be worth looking into the possibility of a total ban, a Europe-wide ban,” his spokesman, Friso Roscam Abbing, told reporters Monday. “Commissioner Frattini shares the general feeling of opprobrium on the use of the swastika and other Nazi symbols.”

The call came after several German conservatives, socialists, and liberal democrats in the European Parliament urged a European ban following a scandal last week over photos published worldwide of Harry, third in line to the British throne, wearing the Nazi outfit.

German Socialist Helmut Kuhne called Harry a “royal idiot” for not knowing the consequences and World War II history linked to the Nazi swastika. [BLOGGERS NOTE: You’d think it only came from WWII]

Germany already bans such symbols. [BLOGGERS NOTE: We have already anticipated Germany as being one of the hardest ‘battlegrounds’ for the Kemenikar]

But British Liberal Democrat Chris Davies questioned the need to ban the swastika.

“I understand how the burden of history weighs upon my German colleagues’ view,” he said. “However, banning symbols cannot ban evil and risks playing into the hands of those who would seek to subvert the very liberties we most champion.” [BLOGGERS NOTE: Couldn’t have said it better myself Chris Davies.]

Roscam Abbing said Frattini would urge EU ministers to use the swastika incident to push for agreement on EU-wide rules to combat racism, fascism and anti-Semitism.

A proposal was introduced two years ago but discussions have failed to make headway.

END ASSOCIATED PRESS ARTICLE

The Kemenikar of Peace and Love Shall Prevail:

This shows the kemenikar in all it's glory, espousing peace, love, and truth.

Kemenikar For Peace!

Asher OUT

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Old ’00s Journal Entry 257 1/18/05

This is my old livejournal I found laying around my computer. I just thought, you know with my poetry and my seventh grade journal and everything, I could post is up here for posterity sake. I planned for this blog to be about my life and programming tutorials. I’m still working on the programming tutorials (as in, well, thinking about them). And all this old stuff, I guess is a good way to get to know me in a way. Mostly it helps me store stuff in a central location I want to look up later. So here goes. (Remember this is like 9-10 years ago):

2005-01-18 04:38:07
Requisite Work 95 – From Wished For Beginnings

© 2005 A. C. Gmork Labyrinthian Kadran X. H.

From wished for beginnings,
To cadenced conclusions,
My feelings tempestuous,
With clouds slowly traveling,
I cry internal tears,
Over knowing what I must know,
Was it better to be in the dark?
What light is there at the end of tunnels,
When the tunnel is your own mind?

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Old ’00s Journal Entry 256 1/17/05

This is my old livejournal I found laying around my computer. I just thought, you know with my poetry and my seventh grade journal and everything, I could post is up here for posterity sake. I planned for this blog to be about my life and programming tutorials. I’m still working on the programming tutorials (as in, well, thinking about them). And all this old stuff, I guess is a good way to get to know me in a way. Mostly it helps me store stuff in a central location I want to look up later. So here goes. (Remember this is like 9-10 years ago):

2005-01-17 12:47:20
Requisite Work 93 – Like A Stranger

Like A Stranger
© 2005 A. C. Gmork Labyrinthian Kadran X. H.

Begun like a dream,
Together and apart,
Strangers in a deal,
Taken to the heart.

Unknown as to how,
As to when, we see,
Together and apart,
All within me.

Ending in reality,
Drawing on the signals from space,
Fear of serenity,
Pardon the withdraw from grace.

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Old ’00s Journal Entry 255 1/17/05

This is my old livejournal I found laying around my computer. I just thought, you know with my poetry and my seventh grade journal and everything, I could post is up here for posterity sake. I planned for this blog to be about my life and programming tutorials. I’m still working on the programming tutorials (as in, well, thinking about them). And all this old stuff, I guess is a good way to get to know me in a way. Mostly it helps me store stuff in a central location I want to look up later. So here goes. (Remember this is like 9-10 years ago):

2005-01-17 12:45:02
Requisite Work 92 – Untitled

There shall be no more secret projects. No more voices in my head mimicking the song lyrics no one hears. The low ethereal bass tones introduce the red light in the dark hard room. I’m chained up, hands behind my back; chaffed by the cuffs of it. I’m 18. Red lights blink, and serpents talk in circles; we shall roam. I ejaculated on hair combs and used them as seives to weed out the sick, the weak, and the sensitive. It was the tower from where I had planned to jump that held deep within its pipes and walls the torture machine. It screams could be heard throughout the tunnels, if you put your ear close enough to the grate in the sidewalk. I could sit on a chair, the sounds of my piano going no where. It’s quiet hour. In the room there is no noise, just the fake sheet covers and thoughts of boys. Playing now it was all just a game, each room in the labyrinth a puzzle to solve, each summons with the doctor a war to wage. People say no, I say yes. I delight in their suffering. To me my last amusement. I’ve already died; when all else had forsaken me the only reliable thing left was death. Singing bruises, my bruises would sing. If they could talk they would spit out broken and damaged pieces of myself. I feel so calm staring at my pieces in the morning ceiling. Whoever invented group therapy just wanted to make money. I wasn’t like any of the people in there.

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Old ’00s Journal Entry 254 1/17/05

This is my old livejournal I found laying around my computer. I just thought, you know with my poetry and my seventh grade journal and everything, I could post is up here for posterity sake. I planned for this blog to be about my life and programming tutorials. I’m still working on the programming tutorials (as in, well, thinking about them). And all this old stuff, I guess is a good way to get to know me in a way. Mostly it helps me store stuff in a central location I want to look up later. So here goes. (Remember this is like 9-10 years ago):

2005-01-17 12:38:01
Requisite Work 91 – Untitled

You know what would be really scary? If we were all just specks of dust in God’s eye ready to be blinked out of existence. You know what would be even more scary though? If we were all as important as we thought we were.

I want to go to a place where all the seeds will germinate, a place far away. A place where it’s cloudy every day and we all live in institutions, with that institution feel. I want to live inside those walls and to the magical interruption of my repetition I will gaze. I’ll hold him dear, each one I would lick. I want to live in a world where I could escape and run away into deep forests full of monsters. A place to grow a tail and wait, all googly eyed, as the world passed me by. I want to go where there are tripple high mountains to jump off of, and underwater caves to explore. I want to weave the portals of my way in passageways of books, my anachronistic corridor of words. I bend time and space but people don’t realize it because they don’t understand, and yet they do it every day. Did you know a pendulum is only stable to fifteen degrees?

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Old ’00s Journal Entry 253 1/17/05

This is my old livejournal I found laying around my computer. I just thought, you know with my poetry and my seventh grade journal and everything, I could post is up here for posterity sake. I planned for this blog to be about my life and programming tutorials. I’m still working on the programming tutorials (as in, well, thinking about them). And all this old stuff, I guess is a good way to get to know me in a way. Mostly it helps me store stuff in a central location I want to look up later. So here goes. (Remember this is like 9-10 years ago):

2005-01-17 12:32:10
Requisite Work 90 – Begun to be Undone

Begun to be Undone
© A. C. Gmork Labyrinthian Kadran X. H.

Since I can’t see in front of myself,
I’ve got eyes in the back of my head,
I can’t tell you who’ll I’ll miss,
Can’t tell myself which ghoul to kiss,
The faeries dance and the goblins sway,
And sad Peer Gynt goes on his way,
I travel backwards as well,
Into make believe memories,
I carry them with me into my hell,
I construct with psychoanalytical ease,
I’ll tell you that it’s you whom I will miss,
More than anything in my life,
Only to placate your yearnings,
While mine have only begun to be undone.

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Old ’00s Journal Entry 252 1/17/05

This is my old livejournal I found laying around my computer. I just thought, you know with my poetry and my seventh grade journal and everything, I could post is up here for posterity sake. I planned for this blog to be about my life and programming tutorials. I’m still working on the programming tutorials (as in, well, thinking about them). And all this old stuff, I guess is a good way to get to know me in a way. Mostly it helps me store stuff in a central location I want to look up later. So here goes. (Remember this is like 9-10 years ago):

2005-01-17 12:18:33

“The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.” ~ Eleanor Roosevelt

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Old ’00s Journal Entry 251 1/12/05

This is my old livejournal I found laying around my computer. I just thought, you know with my poetry and my seventh grade journal and everything, I could post is up here for posterity sake. I planned for this blog to be about my life and programming tutorials. I’m still working on the programming tutorials (as in, well, thinking about them). And all this old stuff, I guess is a good way to get to know me in a way. Mostly it helps me store stuff in a central location I want to look up later. So here goes. (Remember this is like 9-10 years ago):

2005-01-12 01:28:21
Explicit Correction

It’s not often I get something blatantly wrong and leave it there for a couple days. I’d like to explicitly correct in the previous quiz that Brad Pitt was being referenced from Troy, not from Gladiator. I haven’t even seen Gladiator so I don’t know what evil possessed me to type that. *smile* Besides, who has the time when you’re ruling the world? *wink*

Asher

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Old ’00s Journal Entry 250 1/10/05

This is my old livejournal I found laying around my computer. I just thought, you know with my poetry and my seventh grade journal and everything, I could post is up here for posterity sake. I planned for this blog to be about my life and programming tutorials. I’m still working on the programming tutorials (as in, well, thinking about them). And all this old stuff, I guess is a good way to get to know me in a way. Mostly it helps me store stuff in a central location I want to look up later. So here goes. (Remember this is like 9-10 years ago):

2005-01-10 00:38:47
A Quiz… Why? Eh, For Fun

Quiz -> from Kevin -> from Dayl

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Asher
2. Gmork
3. Ash

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. gmork7
2. falcor
3. malvado

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my mind
2. my thoughts
3. my ability to express myself

THREE THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my sexual anger
2. that sometimes it’s a pain not to fit in
3. that I’m not a furry dammit!

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. German
2. Russian
3. Hasidic Jew

THREE TWO THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Going insane… again.
2. Hurting my friends

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. The ability to think
2. Liquid
3. Food Stuffs

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. A shirt with wolves on the back
2. Black pants… the same black pants I always wear… always…
3. Black socks

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS (at the moment):
1. Trent Reznor of Nine Inch Nails
2. Yanni
3. Green Day

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (at the moment):
1. Earth Song by Michael Jackson
2. They Don’t Really Care About Us by Michael Jackson
3. Rich Girl by Gwen Stefani featuring Eve

THREE FOUR NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. An Ouija Board
2. Moving to Westminster
3. Getting published… that would be cool
4. Getting self-employed finally

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (spot-on by Dayl)
1. Love
2. Compassion
3. Honesty

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order)
1. I open-mouth kiss dogs
2. I’m chronically dehydrated
3. I’ve never had sex with a woman

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Intelligence, including wit, desire to learn, humor, and hobbies.
2. Ambition, including being a self-starter, and has own goals and projects.
3. Versatility, including the ability to communicate, be trusted, and to adapt to any circumstances.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Making up languages
2. Changing the world
3. Talking about the world, and thoughts people have on it

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Finish ‘the secret project’
2. See my boyfriend, I miss him.
3. Turn into a furry (yes, I am obsessive)

THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING:
ME? Consider a ‘normal’ career? Don’t kid yourself.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. California
2. New York City
3. Ecuador

THREE KID’S NAMES: (of my own I’m assuming)
1. Falcor (yes, I’m serious)
2. Valkyrie (again, seriously)
3. Wolfgang (you know the drill…)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Complete ‘the plan’
2. Perform a miracle
3. Raise the bar

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY
1. I like my computer a lot… too much…
2. I fart and burp
3. I don’t talk much about my feelings

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK
1. I notice every cute guy I come across and wonder…
2. I’m too smart for my own good (yes, that’s a low-blow)
3. I’m stubborn (LOL!)

TEN TWO CELEBRITIES I’D TOTALLY <strike>DO</strike> HAVE AN AFFAIR/FLING WITH (hahaha, 10?! What happened to the 3?!)

1. Brad Pitt (if he looked like he did in Gladiator)
2. Bruce Willis
3. I’m drawing blanks…

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
Yeah right… like that’s gonna happen.

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Old ’00s Journal Entry 249 1/9/05

This is my old livejournal I found laying around my computer. I just thought, you know with my poetry and my seventh grade journal and everything, I could post is up here for posterity sake. I planned for this blog to be about my life and programming tutorials. I’m still working on the programming tutorials (as in, well, thinking about them). And all this old stuff, I guess is a good way to get to know me in a way. Mostly it helps me store stuff in a central location I want to look up later. So here goes. (Remember this is like 9-10 years ago):

2005-01-09 07:21:59

I received this forward from someone I know. I’d like to comment on it:

Boy! this hits the nail right on the head

In light of the many perversions and jokes we send to one another for a laugh, this is a little different: This is not intended to be a joke, it’s not funny, it’s intended to get you thinking.

Billy Graham’s daughter was interviewed on the Early Show and Jane Clayson asked her “How could God let something like this happen?” (regarding the attacks on Sept. 11).

Anne Graham gave an extremely profound and insightful response. She said, “I believe God is deeply saddened by this, just as we are, but for years we’ve been telling God to get out of our schools, to get out of our government and to get out of our lives. And being the gentleman He is, I believe He has calmly backed out. How can we expect God to give us His blessing and His protection if we demand He leave us alone?”

WE have been telling God to get out of our schools, WE have been telling God to get out of our Government, and WE have been telling God to get out of our LIVES. Who is WE? Due to the context and audience that Anne Graham was speaking in and to I would imagine she was referring to the people of the American nation. Last time I checked “more than 8 in 10 Americans are Christian while only 9% claim no religious affiliation at all. Also, 88% of Americans say that the greeting ‘Merry Christmas’ is OK as a way of spreading holiday cheer. More than 4 in 10 Americans attend church regularly, and most Americans say that religion is fairly or very important in their daily lives.” ( http://www.gallup.com/poll/content/login.aspx?ci=14446 ) So, let me see if I have this straight. I’m guessing there is probably a large quantity of people out there who wish to reasonably maintain the separation of church and state, as well, there is a minority on either extreme aiming for the state sponsorship of a particular religion, anda minority aiming for reinforcement of ‘zero tolerance’ religious policies. So it would seem to me that it’s not that WE have been telling God to get out of our schools, but rather a minority, or a minority plus a ‘middle-road’ group (depending on your point of view) that is saying this. In essence what I’m trying to say is that if WE are telling God to get out of our lives it is actually a majority of Christians telling God to get out of their lives… as a nation that is.

In light of recent events…terrorists attack, school shootings, etc. I think it started when Madeleine Murray O’Hare (she was murdered, her body found recently) complained she didn’t want prayer in our schools, and we said OK.

So WE, the American nation, or perhaps the Christian American nation (if we account for possible bias here) compromised whatever values that are semmingly ‘default’ in our nation (Christian values right?) in order to… why?

Then someone said you better not read the Bible in school the Bible [sic] says thou shalt not kill, thou shalt not steal, and love your neighbor as yourself. And we said OK.

Then Dr. Benjamin Spock said we shouldn’t spank our children when they misbehave because their little personalities would be warped and we might damage their self-esteem (Dr. Spock’s son committed suicide). We said an expert should know what he’s talking about. And we said OK.

Note how this forward conveniently points out horrible things that happened to people the author horribly disagreed with as if that’s going to prove that that person is ‘wrong’ somehow.

Now we’re asking ourselves why our children have no conscience, why they don’t know right from wrong, and why it doesn’t bother them to kill strangers, their classmates, and themselves.

Probably, if we think about it long and hard enough, we can figure it out. I think it has a great deal to do with “WE REAP WHAT WE SOW.”

Funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world’s going to hell. Funny how we believe what the newspapers say, but question what the Bible says.

It’s equally as funny to me how easy it is for some people to not question what the Bible says, but question everything and anything everybody else says (or what they see for themselves even sometimes). Me, personally, I question everything. What is actually amusing to me is how once can make it as simple as ‘trashing God’ as to why the world is going to Hell, as opposed say to examining personal responsibility, and the sociological changes in our Western American culture.

Funny how you can send ‘jokes’ through e-mail and they spread like wildfire but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing.

Funny how lewd, crude, vulgar and obscene articles pass freely through cyberspace, but public discussion of God is suppressed in the school and workplace.

Are you laughing?

I laugh quite a bit at all sorts of things. But yes, that IS kind of funny.

Funny how when you forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you’re not sure what they believe, or what they WILL think of you for sending it. Funny how we can be more worried about what other people think of us than what God thinks of us. Pass it on if you think it has merit. If not then just discard it… no one will know you did. But, if you discard this thought process, don’t sit back and complain about what bad shape the world is in!

Actually, out of respect of people’s mailboxes, I very very rarely if ever forward anything to anyone.

Anyways, I just thought this was kind of a funny forward of the quality of reasoning and other marksmanships that I usually see. Eh.

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Old ’00s Journal Entry 248 1/7/05

This is my old livejournal I found laying around my computer. I just thought, you know with my poetry and my seventh grade journal and everything, I could post is up here for posterity sake. I planned for this blog to be about my life and programming tutorials. I’m still working on the programming tutorials (as in, well, thinking about them). And all this old stuff, I guess is a good way to get to know me in a way. Mostly it helps me store stuff in a central location I want to look up later. So here goes. (Remember this is like 9-10 years ago):

2005-01-07 04:42:46
Requisite Work 87 – Bullets Into Seeds

© 2005 A. C. Gmork Labyrinthian Kadran X. H.

I am a warrior,
But not of blade nor bullet,
I have no weapons of my own,
Only the cages others hand me,
My magic and skill lie in my ability,
To turn bullets into seeds,
With love never ending,
I am a warrior who lets compassion take the lead.

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Old ’00s Journal Entry 247 1/7/05

This is my old livejournal I found laying around my computer. I just thought, you know with my poetry and my seventh grade journal and everything, I could post is up here for posterity sake. I planned for this blog to be about my life and programming tutorials. I’m still working on the programming tutorials (as in, well, thinking about them). And all this old stuff, I guess is a good way to get to know me in a way. Mostly it helps me store stuff in a central location I want to look up later. So here goes. (Remember this is like 9-10 years ago):

2005-01-07 04:32:45
Requisite Work 85

Friends Are Stronger
© Copyright 2005 A. C. Gmork Labyrinthian Kadran X. H.

Someday,
People will be saying my name,
Do you believe it?
A lot of people,
I will have myriads of enemies,
And that’s okay,
Because my friends are stronger.

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Old ’00s Journal Entry 246 1/5/05

This is my old livejournal I found laying around my computer. I just thought, you know with my poetry and my seventh grade journal and everything, I could post is up here for posterity sake. I planned for this blog to be about my life and programming tutorials. I’m still working on the programming tutorials (as in, well, thinking about them). And all this old stuff, I guess is a good way to get to know me in a way. Mostly it helps me store stuff in a central location I want to look up later. So here goes. (Remember this is like 9-10 years ago):

2005-01-05 04:07:05
ANOTHER NAME!

I’ve decided that in order to keep the people who were previously associated with the word ‘Clasheerian’ safe and not confuse newcomers, that we need a name change. Otherwise people might think that in the past there were those who participated in The Clasheerian Order or TCX that really were doing what we are doing now, and that’s not accurate.

I’ve thought of asheerian instead of clasheerian, what it originally was going to be eight years ago, but I don’t know about that.

So, let’s brainstorm here and put our heads together for a totally brand new name!

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Old ’00s Journal Entry 245 1/3/05

This is my old livejournal I found laying around my computer. I just thought, you know with my poetry and my seventh grade journal and everything, I could post is up here for posterity sake. I planned for this blog to be about my life and programming tutorials. I’m still working on the programming tutorials (as in, well, thinking about them). And all this old stuff, I guess is a good way to get to know me in a way. Mostly it helps me store stuff in a central location I want to look up later. So here goes. (Remember this is like 9-10 years ago):

2005-01-03 09:13:38
Chrak Translation Dictionary v0.4

English -> Chrak Dictionary

To Abandon (Leaving Subject Without Intent of Return) – nukekar
Abdomen – hm
Abduct (To Displace Against the Subject’s Will) – nerunaakar
Ability / Capacity – nicham
To Abolish (Destroy Through Ban) – rigachekar
About (Pertaining To / On the Topic of / In Relation) – newak
To Act – kar
Activity – Karen
To Adapt – rewaykenkar
Adaptation – rewayken
After – ramen
Aftermidnight – ramenharkeninerunemere
Afternoon – ramenrunegeram
After-Death (Afterlife) – ramencharen
Agenda / Plan in Time – karmaakemrune
All – kem
All Is As One – kemenikar
All That Is – kemenen
And – ek
As One – ikar
Author – hayne
Beast – maagra
Before – nemar
To Be Above / Spatially Over – kraagim
To Begin / To Start – erachkar
Beginning / Start – erach
To Be the Inner Workings Of – maakanen
Beneficiary – umaneman
Benefactor – umankaran
To Benefit – uman
To Be Organized – mekranen
(Living) Body – hare
Book – aymen
Chaos – nenar
Chapter (Book) – kîne
To Choose – raymikayr
Choice – rayme
Civilization – manra
Consciousness – ugarnayikar
To Be Conscious / Sentient – ugarnaykar
To Coordinate – wininkar
Coordination – winin
To Comprise (As Part Of) – gan
Condition – îken
Contents – inî
Death – charen
Despite This – aamar
To Die – charenikar
Dimension – rugaymenar
To Direct / Guide – ninekar
Direction – nine
To Disturb, Trouble – rakechekar
Disturbance – rakeche
To Do the Inner Workings Of – maakanekar
Dragon – wîre
Drama – hewayne
To Dream – eganarmenkar
Dream – eganarmen
Dusk – runegere
Dysfunctional – nenarkem
Earth – werenigar
East – werenine
To Educate / Advocate – wininîkemikarkar
Education – wininîkemikar
Eight (8) – gay
Eighty (80) – anay
Eleven (11) – aym
Emotion – emakin
To End – charekar
End – chare
Environment – haymena
(Essential) Element – igar
Eternal – runenakemicharan
To Exist – ker
Existence – keren
To Experience – kayr
Experience – kayren
Fall (Season) – kunegere
Female – mergerman
Fifteen (15) – înr
To Find – gawenkar
Finding / Discovery – gawen
Fire – geramigar
Five (5) – an
Five Hundred Twelve (512) – ernî
Forever – runenakemichar
Form – ayken
Forty Eight (48) – nayn
Four (4) – ray
Fourteen (14) – chî
Functional – mekranen
Future Tense Modifier – chr
God – kemenenikar
Goodbye – aymen
To Group Together – ankekar
Half – mekera
Hello – menay
To Hide – nehayr
Him/Herself – kîge
Human / Person – man
If / Conditional Upon – îk
To Incarnate – gemenkar
Incarnation – gemenen
To Induce – inarkar
Inducement – inar
To Introduce – memukar
I, as an Individual – gen
I, as Part of a Group – raam
In(side) – maak
Introduction – memu
Left – nenarnine
Life – nerach
To Live – nerachikar
To Make / Form – aykenkar
Male – gerawerman
Matter (Physical) – gemen
Mechanics (Inner Workings) – maakane
Middle – harekenine
Midnight – harkeninerunemere
Mind – angimen
Modifier Modifier – î
More – re
More Than One – rem
Morning – runewere
Multidimensional – remerugaymenar
Nature (e.g. Nature of Something) – himen
Night – runemere
Nine (9) – ig
Ninety Six (96) – ken
No / Not / Logical Negation – nak
Noon – runegeram
North – geramine
Nothing(ness) – nenemek
One (1) – may
One Hundred Forty Four (144) – igî
One Hundred Ninety Two (192) – wîn
One Hundred Seventy Six (176) – ayma
One Hundred Sixty (160) – haan
One Hundred Twelve (112) – uga
One Hundred Twenty Eight (128) – gayn
One Thousand Five Hundred Thirty Six (1536) – kenî
One Thousand Seven Hundred Ninety Two (1792) – ugag
One Thousand Twenty Four (1024) – raynî
One Thousand Two Hundred Eighty (1280) – anayg
Or – keg
Order – mekran
Organization – mekranraymaak
To Organize – mekrankar
Other / Listener / Audience – kî
Part Of – hame
In Particular – gek
Past Tense Modifier – hen
To Perceive – hamenkar
Perception – hamena
Plan / Design – maakem
Poem – arkegare
Point in Space – inergen
To Point – inergenkar
To Possess (Care, Custody, and/or Control) – ramekar
To Possess Characteristic (Note: Not to be confused with expression of a characteristic) – î ker ramekar
Potential – reweway
Present Tense Modifier – în
(A) Probability – gaymena
Quarter – mekemekera
Quintessential – ikarigar
Quintessential Beast – maagranikarigar / maagra echak raymaak
Reality – memeneke
To Reincarnate – gemakegemenkar
Reincarnation – gemakegemen
To Relate (To) – mehekar
Relation – mehen
Relationship – mehikar
To Reproduce / Copy – gemakekar
Reproducable – gemaken
Right – mekranine
Salamander – geram
School – mekraywinikemikar
Season (Weather) – kune
Self – ge
Seven (7) – ug
Seven Hundred Sixty Eight (768) – naynî
To Engage in Sex – kaygenîkar
Sex / Sexuality – kaygenî
To Show – rayhen
Six (6) – ke
Sixteen (16) – mayn
Sixty Four (64) – rayn
Sleep – am
To Sleep – amkar
Society – manr
Soul – ankum
South – merenine
To Speak – garekar
Speech – gare
Spring – kunewere
Story (Of) – raganewa
(a) Story – raga
Summer – kunegeram
To Take To (Somewhere) – wemekar
Ten (10) – haa
Thirteen (13) – aa
Thirty Two (32) – ern
Thought (Not Concept) – argen
Three – nay
Three-Quarters – nay mekera
Three Thousand Eight Hundred Forty – înag
Three Thousand Five Hundred Eighty Four (3584) – chînî
Three Thousand Three Hundred Twenty Eight (3328) – aagî
Three Thousand Seventy Two (3072) – wînî
Tiger – gere
To Time – runekar
Time – rune
Towards (To) – weme
Transition – win
To Transition – winkar
To Translate – echakar
Translation – echak
Translator – echakaran
To Try / Attempt – wun
Turtle – mere
Twelve (12) – wî
Two (2) – er
Two Hundred Eight (208) – aag
Two Hundred Fifty Six (256) – maynî
Two Hundred Forty (240) – îna
Two Hundred Twenty Four (224) – chin
Two Thousand Eight Hundred Sixteen – aymag
Two Thousand Five Hundred Sixty – haanî
Two Thousand Forty Eight (2048) – gaynî
Two Thousand Three Hundred Four (2304) – igîg
Valid – chram
Water – merenigar
West – gerenine
Whole – harekem
Wind (Weather) – gerenigar
Winter – kunemere
With – emi
Without – nakemi
Wolf – were
To the World – raymaak
To the World – raymak
To Work – rarinkar
Work – rarin
To Write – krînekar
Writing – krînen
Via (Through / Using) – amerin
Yes / Correct – ma
You, as an Individual – kîgen
You, as Part of a Group – kîraam

Chrak -> English Dictionary

memeneke – Reality
memu – Introduction
memukar – To Introduce
mere – Turtle
merenine – South
merenigar – Water
mergerman – Female
mekemekera – Quarter
mekera – Half
mekran – Order
mekranen – To Be Organized
mekranraymaak – Organization
mekrankar – To Organize
mekranine – Right (Direction)
mekrakem – Functional
mekraywinikemikar – School
mehen – Relation
mehekar – To Relate
mehikar – Relationship
ma – Yes / Correct
man – Human
manr – Society
manra – Civilization
may – One (1)
mayn – Sixteen (16)
maynî – Two Hundred Fifty Six (256)
maak – In(side)
maakane – Mechanics (Inner Workings)
maakenen – To Be the Inner Workings Of
maakanekar – To Do the Inner Workings Of
maagra – Beast
maagranikarigar / maagra echak raymaak – Quintessential Beast
emakin – Emotion
emi – With
er – Two (2)
ern – Thirty Two (32)
ernî – Five Hundred Twelve (512)
erach – Beginning / Start
erachkar – To Begin / Start
ek – And
eganarmen – Dream
eganarmenkar – To Dream
echak – Translation
echakar – To Translate
echakaran – Translator
nemar – Before
nenemek – Nothing(ness)
nenar – Chaos
nenarnine – Left (Direction)
nenarkem – Dysfunctional
nerach – Life
nerachikar – To Live
nerunaakar – Abduct (To Displace Against the Subject’s Will)
nehayr – To Hide
newak – About (Pertaining To / On the Topic of / In Relation)
nak – No / Not / Logical Negation
nakemi – Without
nukekar – To Abandon (Leaving Subject Without Intent of Return)
nine – Direction
ninekar – To Direct / Guide
nicham – Ability / Capacity
nay – Three (3)
nayn – Forty Eight (48)
naynî – Seven Hundred Sixty Eight (768)
re – More
rem – More Than One
remerugaymenar – Multidimensional
reweway – Potential
rewayken – Adaptation
rewaykenkar – To Adapt
ramen – After
ramenrunegeram – Afternoon
ramenharkeninerunemere – After Midnight
ramencharen – After-death (Afterlife)
ramekar – To Possess (Care, Custody, and/or Control)
rarin – Work
rarinkar – To Work
rakeche – Disturbance
rakechekar – To Disturb, Trouble
raga – (A) Story
raganewa – Story (Of)
rune – Time
runemere – Night
runenakemichar – Forever
runenakemicharan – Eternal
runegere – Dusk
runegeram – Noon
runewere – Morning
runekar – To Time
rugaymenar – Dimension
rigachekar – To Abolish (Destroy Throug Ban)
ray – Four (4)
rayn – Sixty Four (64)
rayme – Choice
raymaak – To the World
raymike – To Fragment / Piece
raymikekar – To Fragment
raymikayr – To Choose
rayhen – To Show
raam – I, as Part of a Group
am – Sleep
amerin – Via ( Through / By )
amkar – To Sleep
an – Five (5)
ankekar – To Group Together
ankum – Soul
angimen – Mind
anay – Eighty (80)
anayg – One Thousand Twenty Four (1024)
arkegare – Poem
ke – Six (6)
kem – All
kemenen – All That Is
kemenenikar – God
kemenikar – All Is As One
ken – Ninety Six (96)
kenî – One Thousand Five Hundred Thirty Six (1536)
ker – To Exist
keren – Existence
keg – Or
kraagim – To Be Above / Spatially Over
krînen – Writing
krînekar – To Write
kar – To Act
karmaakem – Plan / Design
karmaakemrune – Agenda / Plain in Time
karen – Activity
kune – Season (Weather)
kunemere – Winter
kunegere – Fall
kunegeram – Summer
kunewere – Spring
kayr – To Experience
kayren – Experience
kaygenîkar – To Engage in Sex
kaygenî – Sex / Sexuality
kî – Other / Listener / Audience
kîne – Chapter (Book)
kîraam – You, as Part of a Group
kîge – Him/Herself
kîgen – You, as an Individual
uman – To Benefit
umaneman – Beneficiary
umankaran – Benefactor
ug – Seven (7)
uga – One Hundred Twelve (112)
ugarnaykar – To Be Conscious / Sentient
ugarnayikar – Consciousness
ugag – One Thousand Seven Hundred Ninety Two (1792)
gemen – Matter (Physical)
gemenen – Incarnation
gemenkar – To Incarnate
gemaken – Reproducable
gemakegemen – Reincarnation
gemakegemenkar – To Reincarnate
gemakekar – To Reproduce / Copy
ge – Self
gen – I, as an Individual
gere – Tiger
gerenine – West
gerenigar – Wind
geram – Salamander
geramine – North
geramigar – Fire
gerawerman – Male
gek – In Particular
gan – To Comprise (As Part Of)
gare – Speech
gawenkar – To Find
gawen – Finding / Discovery
gay – Eight (8)
gaymena – (A) Probability
gayn – One Hundred Twenty Eight (128)
gaynî – Two Thousand forty Eight (2048)
inergen – Point in Space
inergenkar – To Point
inar – Inducement
inarkar – To Induce
ikar – As One
ikarigar – Quintessential
ig – Nine (9)
igar – (Essential) Element
igî – One Hundred Forty Four (144)
igîg – Two Thousand Three Hundred Four (2304)
hm – Abdomen
hen – Past Tense Modifier
hewayne – Drama
hame – Part Of
hamena – Perception
hamenkar – To Perceive
hare – (Living) Body
harekem – Whole
harekenine – Middle
harkeninerunemere – Midnight
himen – Nature (e.g. Nature of Something)
haymena – Environment
hayne – Author
haa – Ten (10)
haan – One Hundred Sixty (160)
haanî – Two Thousand Five Hundred Sixty (2560)
aym – Eleven (11)
aymen – Book
ayma – One Hundred Seventy Six (176)
aymag – Two Thousand Eight Hundred Sixteen (2816)
aykenkar – To Make / Form
ayken – Form
weme – Towards ( To )
wemekar – To Take To (Somewhere)
were – Wolf
werenine – East
werenigar – Earth
wun – To Try / Attempt
win – Transition
winkar – To Transition (Segue)
winin – Coordination
wininkar – To Coordinate
wininîkemikar – Education
wininîkemikarkar – To Educate / Advocate
wî – Twelve (12)
wîn – One Hundred Ninety Two (192)
wînî – Three Thousand Seventy Two (3072)
wîre – Dragon
aa – Thirteen (13)
aamar – Despite This
aag – Two Hundred Eight (208)
aagî – Three Thousand Three Hundred Twenty Eight (3328)
chram – Valid
chare – End
charen – Death
charenikar – To Die
charekar – To End
chr – Future Tense Modifier
chî – Fourteen (14)
chîn – Two Hundred Twenty Four (224)
chînî – Three Thousand Five Hundred Eighty Four (3584)
î – Modifier Modifier
în – Present Tense Modifier
înr – Fifteen (15)
îna – Two Hundred Forty (240)
înag – Three Thousand Eight Hundred Forty (3840)
îk – If / Conditional Upon
îken – Condition
î ker ramekar – To Possess Characteristic (Note: Not to be confused with expression of a characteristic)

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Old ’00s Journal Entry 244 1/3/05

This is my old livejournal I found laying around my computer. I just thought, you know with my poetry and my seventh grade journal and everything, I could post is up here for posterity sake. I planned for this blog to be about my life and programming tutorials. I’m still working on the programming tutorials (as in, well, thinking about them). And all this old stuff, I guess is a good way to get to know me in a way. Mostly it helps me store stuff in a central location I want to look up later. So here goes. (Remember this is like 9-10 years ago):

2005-01-03 08:52:54

Pulled from vulpinepilot. PASS IT AROUND!

The TMI Survey (32 questions)

for starters
name: Asher Cain Gmork Labyrinthian Kadran Xavier Holley
sexuality: Gay with straight leanings.
colour of your underwear: Right now it’s white, but sometimes it’s dark green or blood red.
what parts of your body you shave (if any): Sometimes I shave my taint, and around my genitalia.
do you like the smell of your genetalia: I don’t mind, but I don’t seek it out.
can you pleasure yourself down there with mouth: I could at one point in my life, but not anymore.
if you could would you: I think I just answered that question.
strangest thing youve ever masturbated to: The cruise control on my car? While driving 60? Multiple times?

favourite pornographic website: www.gearfetish.com There the secret’s out!
favourite pornographic image: One particular image? I’m sorry I can’t think of one.
favourite “toy”: I have a toy? I’d say a big metal vibrator but it’s not mine… that didn’t come out right.
favourite kind of pornography: Gay with Costume
favourite fetish (whether ot not you practice it): Furry / Gear (wrestling/motorcycles/etc.) / oooh doctors!
favoutire fantasy: I don’t have a particular one… wait, yes, I do…. Doctors!
what you’re most attracted to (asians, furries, etc): Furries and…. doctors!

ever let an animal lick you off: No
if so, what animal(s):
ever wanted to be the other sex so you could play with yourself: Yeah LOL
ever shoved anything up your ass: Of course
if so, weirdest thing: Tie between pickle, hotdog, and an ice cube (not all at the same time)
ever french kiss anything other than a mouth: Yeah!
ever worn underwear not your own: Yep

last sexual fantasy: Yesterday
last crush: Hmmm…. a year?
last fantasy involving this crush: None actually.
last friend you either said or thought about doing someting sexual with (even if joking): >< Kevin,  Mwahahahaha!
last time you hit on someone (even if joking): Yesterday
last time you masturbated: Yesterday
what it was to: um… Doctors! LOL It was in the bathroom stall at McDonalds in like… Dumont or something.
last time you took a dump: Three hours ago. Whew!

[EDITOR:  Wow, these have changed from ten years ago… and this was WAY TMI]

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